SADO POCKET MASOCHISM

Being a very beautiful fifty-something, wealthy, widowed and with grown-up children busy with their own families, Esther could devote herself to what she always secretly wished for. That is, to cultivate sex as one of the fine arts. She always enjoyed it, and was never short of good partners. But now she wanted something more: to get to know in depth some modalities that always intrigued her, but she had barely glimpsed in the stories of others. Sado-masochism and so many others, for example. "It's time to do them all," she said to herself.

He then embarked on an exhaustive exploration of the many variants and possibilities offered by sex. Everything that could be done between a man and a woman, a woman and two men, two women or more, some of undefined gender or in transition with men and women in quantity to taste, and so on.

He indulged unceremoniously in the pleasures of the flesh, and he would assemble his passionate encounters with the precision of an exquisite chef who carefully chooses the ingredients for his recipes. He was meticulous in his procedures in order to maximise pleasurable results. But after having repeatedly tried all the variables, she wanted something more. Her nature as an ambitious woman who had never wanted for anything demanded it.

Trying out extreme sex?

She had before her the broad terrain of so-called "perversions", which attracted her as much or more than the modalities considered "normal". But in this she did not show the same boldness as in the other practices. She always ended up seeming too conservative for her eventual partners, generally experienced in the rough terrain of so-called "extreme sex".

That's why he was bored out of his mind on his first attempt at "voyeurism". He could not conceive of anyone having fun watching others having sex. And she was incapable of understanding that her companions in the dark booth from which they watched a couple of clumsy amateurs copulating, were going crazy. She had gotten more arousal from watching professional pornographic films alone. Even seeing that her closest companion had a phenomenal erection, she offered him oral sex, but he refused. Because all he cared about was watching, and he didn't want to be distracted by anything else.

As for paedophilia, he only once had a pleasant relationship with a minor. When he tried to repeat it, he found out that the boy had told his parents everything. They sued him for corruption of minors. He had to neutralise it at great effort and cost, with a great deal of effort from his lawyers.

He fared no better with the "Bondage"He was left with sore bones and strap marks all over his body. She was left with aching bones and strap marks all over her body. Her friend, an expert in such matters, tried to encourage her by showing her her collection of used prophylactics, men's stockings and toothbrushes seized from her lovers.

Apenas consiguió que Esther consintiera en iniciar alguna “colección” parecida cuando tuviera oportunidad. Dada la gran actividad amorosa que registraba en aquellos días, desarrollada en distintos domicilios, al cabo de un tiempo poseía una buena cantidad de esos pequeños anuncios con un imán al dorso que se pegan en las heladeras. Fue lo único que se le ocurrió, y por mucha voluntad que puso, aquello no la excitaba en lo más mínimo. Y no le parecía ni mucho menos el «sexo extremo» que anhelaba.

Looking for a way

She began to feel frustrated; she lacked extreme and daring experiences, and tried masochistic BDSM. But it was frowned upon for her to interrupt a girl's spanking session with a man, to put dressings on him and console him maternally. And again her offer of oral sex was rejected (as much as to do anything) because it was all about causing pain, not pleasure. When someone tried to hit her, she had no better idea than to hit back, and she was thrown out of the meeting as a misfit.

When there was not much left to try, he thought his mistake was to plunge headlong into such extreme sex practices. Perhaps it would be better to move slowly, exploring these terrains slowly.

Hence the surprise of one of her lovers when, before the sexual act began, she took a small box of studs out of her purse and began to spread them evenly on the bed.

«Es que así puedo acostumbrarme de a poco…”, argumentó ante la extrañeza de su compañero. “Y prepárate para la semana que viene, porque si quieres hacerlo conmigo otra vez vas a tener que usar un calzoncillo de papel de lija que te estoy preparando”- le explicó Esther, muy entusiasmada con la nueva posibilidad de llegar a esos extremos que la atraían: despacito, de a poco. En un año y medio aproximadamente, calculaba ella, sería una experta consumada en sado masoquismo.

Because with perseverance and ingenuity everything can be achieved.